arabian26

Hiya guys. I'm here to apologize for not posting the things I've promised, alot of things have been happening lately and school is extremely hectic. good news is: I'm starting high school next year! =D now that may suprise you but I'm alot more mature than my age group. This is my older friend's account that she never actually made, she died last year due to purposely overdosing... this account is my personal tribute to her; who she was and how she changed my life. People tell me I'm stupid for drawing what I do, but how am I an idiot for being who I am? On Deviantart I can be myself and people accept me for it. I have people who like my art,

I realize that I haven't posted anything, and I have made promises to you guys to post. There's been some really bad things going on lately, and since I think it might affect how I act and what I post I think you all deserve to know. Lately I've been feeling a little... dark. My grandmother is feeling sick and I'm scared that I'll lose her. My best friend tried to commit suicide in school, she cut her wrists in the lunch room. Last year my friend, the person I looked up to, the person who was my model, overdosedd and killed herself. I felt extremely unstable and sometimes I don't feel anything at all. I was in a mental hospital for suicidal f